Change of Attitude

I've been having a hard time in Logan. We moved for Lance to go to school...and that's really the only reason why. I've had a really hard time with the transition. I moved thinking that I would be alright. Well I wasn't alright. I hated it here. I kind of still do. BUT moving has been the best for us. We get to go to the temple all the time, and we have to lean on each other for everything. And we spend every day together. We used to go to one of the parent's house and split up and then reunite around midnight when we got home and went to bed. That's just the way things were happening. Anyway now we spend more time together and we are better than ever.

Me and lance have a different kind of relationship. We started out best friends, always having fun and laughing and to this day we still giggle and laugh for hours about something so small as a stupid face that I make. We're constantly flirting and having all sorts of fun. Poor Hyrum is doomed. He's got the weird parents that dance and sing in the car on the way to Wal-Mart.

Anyway...back to my change of attitude. Pregnancy hormones are the worst thing in the world. They turned me into a horrible monster. ok...not a horrible monster, but a ornery person who gets offended by everything. I used to be a happy, giggly person and then I turned into a person that sits in the corner and just watches everyone because someone hurt my tender little feelings and I tend to hold grudges. But I have been thinking, I hurt someone's feelings because of my bad little attitude. I don't want to be that person that everyone avoids. Poor Lance and Hyrum.

So to everyone that I've offended, I'm sorry. I am working on changing that aspect of myself. By laughing more and being more involved and not withdrawing myself because people tend to say rude things to me. I need to learn how to not let it get to me and to just brush it off. Instead of taking it to heart, I need to be the bigger person and not pay attention.